I Refused to Be a Substitute, and Shot to Fame on a Variety Show With My Mother-In-Law

  Chapter 421 Be good, don't cry

   I don't know how long it has been.

  She felt that she slept very deeply, as if a century had passed. When she thought she finally woke up from the dream, she opened her eyes and saw a blue bay window.

   Still in the ward.

  She was sitting on the hospital bed with her knees hugged, staring at the banana leaves swaying and whirling in the wind outside the window.

  She didn't know how long she just watched in silence until a voice came from behind—

   "Yes, she is a little confused now, and often sits like this for an entire afternoon, but fortunately, the wound from the caesarean section is recovering very well."

   "How is her mood these two days?"

"...Well, it's much better than before, but it's still not stable. Also, Mr. Li came here yesterday. Now there must be someone guarding the ward at all times. Some things can't be mentioned in front of her. If you mention her emotions, it will be a big problem. It's going to get out of hand."

   "Mr. Li came yesterday?"

   "Yes, what Mr. Li means is that we will take Miss Li home tomorrow. I heard from Mr. Li that after Miss Li is discharged from the hospital, she will be sent back to the country directly."

   "Well, I see."

   These conversations came from a distance one after another, and Li Xiwu couldn't hear them clearly.

  But she knew that the person who asked the question was Mrs. Dessing, and the other person who answered was her doctor.

  She sat without moving until the ward became quiet. After a while, Mrs. Dessing came over and sat down beside her, calling her, "Xiaoyou."

   Li Xiwu looked sideways at Mrs. Di Xin.

  Mrs. Di Xin met her calm eyes and said softly: "Your father wants to send you back to China."

  Li Xiwu pursed the corners of her lips and did not speak for a long while.

  Mrs. De Xin stretched out her hand and gently stroked Li Xiwu's cheek: "You have lost a lot of weight this month."

  The tip of Li Xiwu's nose felt sore.

  Mrs. Dessing coaxed her: "Be good, don't cry."

  Tears swirled in Li Xiwu's eyes. She wanted to cry or not, but in the end she held back and did not shed tears. She heard Mrs. Dessing say: "Your father is going to send you back to the country. I guess he should arrange for him to bring you back to the country."

  The 'he' that Mrs. Di Xin said was Pei Jingzhou who hadn't been to country T for a long time.

  Because of Li Xiwu's deliberate concealment, Pei Jingzhou not only doesn't know that Li Xiwu almost lost his mind after giving birth to two children, but also doesn't know that Mo Zhu has passed away.

   This month, Li Xiwu stayed in the hospital for confinement, and only Mrs. Di Xin and Li Huaisheng knew about it.

  However, Li Huaisheng didn't see Li Xiwu much this month. He was dealing with Mo Zhu's funeral in a low-key manner. Besides, he didn't come to see Li Xiwu because he was afraid that his emotions would affect Li Xiwu.

  But Li Huaisheng used the wrong method.

  Li Xiwu has had a bad month, with mild depression, occasional insanity, bad mood, and most of the time, she is alone and quiet. There are signs that she has a serious problem with her mental state.

   In this way, she survived for a month.

   "I don't want to go back to China." Li Xiwu shook his head.

  Mrs. Dessing asked: "Why?"

   Li Xiwu's nasal voice was heavy: "I'm afraid to face him."

  How could Mrs. Di Xin not understand Li Xiwu's thoughts: "Are you afraid, or dare not?"

  Li Xiwu smiled bitterly: "Is there any difference?"

   "Yes." Mrs. Dessing said: "You are afraid because you have not passed this hurdle in your heart. You dare not, because you can't let go of this side."

  Li Xiwu said: "There are all of them."

  Mrs. Dessing sighed softly: "You have to face it, and you have to let it go."

  Li Xiwu shook his head, his nasal voice was heavier than before: "I can't let go, I can't let go, I'm sorry for those two children, I'm sorry for him, I..."

"Silly girl."

  Mrs. Dessing pulled her over, hugged her gently, and comforted her.

  At this time, Mrs. Di Xin originally planned to tell Li Xiwu that the girls in the twins had been out of the incubator for several days, so that Li Xiwu could rest assured.

  I didn’t tell her some time ago, because I wanted to wait for her to stabilize emotionally.

   Now is a great opportunity.

  But at this time, the Prime Minister sent a message that Mrs. Dessing should go back as soon as possible, which is a very important matter!

  As the prime minister's wife, how could Mrs. Dessing not know about the recent cabinet discussions? The conflict between the two countries has intensified. I'm afraid there will be no way to calm down this time.

  After bidding farewell to Li Xiwu, Mrs. Di Xin hurried back.

For the next few days, Li Xiwu didn't see Mrs. Di Xin again. She learned from the nurses' private discussion that country T was very unstable recently. There was probably a turmoil, and she didn't know when it would break out. The whole cabinet Everyone is in danger, and people outside the cabinet are panicking.

  There are fewer and fewer people in the hospital, and it seems that people who know the wind have started to escape.

  At this time, Mrs. Dessing sent someone to pick Li Xiwu to a safe place. The moment he left the hospital, the sound of an explosion came from a tall building next to the hospital.

   The rumbling sound was deafening.

  The fear of the unknown is like a claw grabbing a person's nerves, tense, trembling all over, not daring to breathe loudly, so frightened that he can't take a step to escape.

   When I looked up, the air was filled with thick smoke.

  Screams and shouts roared in the ears. Everyone was too busy to take care of themselves and fled around. Some people knelt down and prayed. Every gesture and expression was full of piety.

   But fate still did not let go of the pious man, and the falling building fell on him.

   This scene happened to fall into Li Xiwu's eyes.

  She didn't even have time to shout: Run!

  That person died in front of her eyes.

  The hospital was quickly protected, and the people entering and leaving were strictly screened. The explosion of the high-rise building was the first warning and provocation issued by the enemy country. The T country decided not to sit still and issued orders to fight at any time.

   Li Xiwu was taken home in a daze.

  The moment she saw her father, all the perseverance that supported her collapsed at this moment, and she could no longer support her spiritual world, and passed out.

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   Around six in the morning.

  When Li Xiwu woke up, the pillow was wet, she turned sideways, and the cold touch made her frown.

  Dream for a long time.

  I also dreamed a lot.

  The past events appeared frame by frame in the dream, and she experienced it lightly again. Despair, pain, self-blame, guilt, all of these came to her heart, and she really experienced it again.

  Why was it so painful back then? It was so painful that Pei Jingzhou hypnotized her memory.

  She always thinks that although the past is tragic, she may be able to bear it.

   Only now did she know that she couldn't bear it.

   In addition to pain or pain, she experienced too much in T country, and she couldn't bear it at that time. Later, if Pei Jingzhou hadn't had people hypnotize her memory, I couldn't imagine how she would change now.

  Will she become a psycho?

   She thought, probably yes.

  Li Xiwu took a deep breath to adjust her restless mood. She turned on the bedside lamp and stood up with support. Bite and Youyou beside her were sleeping soundly, but Pei Jingzhou was nowhere to be seen.

  He didn't come back probably all night.

  (end of this chapter)