Epoch of Twilight

What is emotion? The endless knowledge in his mind allowed Luo Yuan to get the answer in just an instant.

In psychology, emotion is a relatively strong psychological reaction in the face of external stimuli, the outpouring of actions, and the mood of concern, love or dislike for people or things. The experience attitude generated by whether it meets the needs of people.

In terms of physiology, emotion is a physiological feedback for life to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and it is an electrochemical reaction including the secretion of hormones.

But no matter how much he understands feelings and the definition of feelings, Luo Yuan finds that he can't feel this feeling in person.

He didn't feel any disgust or hatred, even for the coming Boxing people, he didn't have any special feeling, even a trace of emotion.

Apart from the eager desire to destroy, there is no other feeling, but this feeling does not come from hatred, but an instinctive reaction to threats, just like the tiger's desire to kill when it is provoked by a sheep.

He also can't feel love, friendship and family affection. Even if his woman comes to disturb his peace and waste his time, he feels a little impatience. He hates communicating with people, no matter who they are.

The exchange of language information of several bits per second is really unbearable for Luo Yuan, who can process hundreds of trillions of tons of information at any time.

However, under his repeated thinking and dialectics, he didn't find anything wrong. For him, the superfluous emotion of emotion was unnecessary, and it was even a burden for him to pursue strength.

The powerful computing power of the brain makes his views on things gradually become rational and data-based, and his behavior becomes inclined to the instinct of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.

Seeing that Luo Yuan didn't respond for a long time, Wang Shishi stopped crying, looked at Luo Yuan, and said with a disappointed face: "Brother Luo, do you really have nothing to say to me? Don't you really care?"

Luo Yuan withdrew his thoughts, and said a little impatiently: "I don't think so, Huang Jiahui and the others are still waiting for you, you should go back!"

Hearing these cold and heartless words, Wang Shishi's heart was completely chilled down to the bone, and all thoughts were lost for a while. After a while, she suddenly smiled strangely: "Brother Luo, am I pretty?"

"Of course you are beautiful." Luo Yuan didn't know why, and said realistically, even if more perfect new humans are gradually growing up, Wang Shishi is still the best among them.

Wang Shishi took out a shuttle, which was an emerald green sharp shuttle with two sharp ends, emerald green color with a jade-like texture, this was the weapon Luo Yuan gave her at the end of the world, and it was also her most beloved thing , she held the shuttle, with a sad face, and said in a hollow voice:

"Do you still remember the first time we met, when my parents went out and never came back, I was left alone, I was scared and hungry, you gave me food, and then dragged a cumbersome little girl like me all the way , came to the reconstruction area, without you, I might have died a long time ago."

Everyone doesn't know Wang Shishi. When she was most desperate and helpless in her life, she met Luo Yuan. At that time, she was not yet fourteen years old. From then on, Luo Yuan was everything in her life. From admiration to admiration, her love It is the purest of all and the most passionate.

When other women are giving up and despairing of Luo Yuan, her heart is still hot, and at the same time, she can't accept Luo Yuan's indifference.

Luo Yuan had already foreseen the next scene in his mind, but he did not fluctuate at all, and watched the situation quietly.

"You saved my life, so I give it back to you today just to see if you are really indifferent when I die."

Immediately, Wang Shishi took a longing look at Luo Yuan, and then stabbed at his temple with a sharp shuttle.

The sharp shuttle made of scales and horns of high-level creatures was easily inserted into her temple, penetrating to the end, her life was like fireworks, gorgeous and fleeting, the next moment Wang Shishi was shocked and fell to the ground poignantly.

For all this, Luo Yuan remained extremely calm from the beginning to the end, without any disturbance in his heart, he remained motionless, and did not stop Wang Shishi who died in front of her.

He seemed to be out of the world, and seemed to be watching all this indifferently from a third-person perspective.

It's just that the picture of her falling to the ground was played back over and over again in my mind, and countless memories related to Wang Shishi flooded out in my mind.

Her delicacy, her enthusiasm, her attachment, all kinds of memories, flashed quickly in his mind.

Finally, a feeling of grief emerged from his mind. At first, it was like a spark, but then it grew rapidly, quickly occupying his mind. He suddenly felt pain and reluctance in his heart.

His sense of alienation from the world faded quickly, he suddenly came back to his senses, looked at Wang Shishi who had gradually become cold, a trace of humanity appeared in his eyes, he sighed slightly, and the next moment, a strong will spewed out out.

The entire space city was slightly shocked!

His eyes became empty, without any focal length. In his eyes, the whole world has become a world of atoms. The terrifying computing power of his brain allows him to clearly record all the changes of atoms in the vicinity every picosecond. The memory ability also allows him to easily go back to the atomic state of this period of time.

Terrible power enveloped the entire hall, every atom here was firmly controlled by will, and began to flow backwards gradually.

The next moment, the cold body gradually warmed up, and the stopped heart beat again, like a video playback, Wang Shishi stood on the ground again, the blood flowed back, and finally the needle was pulled out from her temple inch by inch.

The whole process is like going back in time.

...

"You saved my life, so I give it back to you today just to see, I'm dead..." Before Wang Shishi finished speaking.

"Wait!" Luo Yuan said.

"What do you want to say?" Wang Shishi trembled, paused his movements, and asked coldly.

"You asked me just now, am I still indifferent after you died? My answer is, no! Thank you, teacher, for making me understand something!" Luo Yuan said, his tone was still cold and indifferent, but But there is a slight difference.

"What do you understand?" Wang Shishi could tell that his will to die was fading rapidly.

"The meaning of life!" Luo Yuan thought for a while and replied.

Wang Shishi left not long after, with a trace of puzzlement and joy.

...

After Wang Shishi left, Luo Yuan appeared near the star in an instant. He closed his eyes, lay horizontally in the void, and was pulled by the star's gravity to revolve around the star.

This time, he finally felt something was wrong.

This kind of strangeness made Luo Yuan wake up completely!

He found that every decision he made was not a decision of his subjective will, but the result of calculation and analysis, just like Wang Shishi committed suicide in anger just now. According to calculation and analysis, her death would not cause any hindrance to him, so even if He could easily stop her by moving his fingers, and he didn't take any action, just letting things happen.

The powerful calculation ability seems to have turned his consciousness into a puppet of thinking and calculation ability, and his consciousness is gradually weakening, taking a backseat.

This situation does not happen all at once, but a gradual result.

At the beginning of four-dimensionalization, although his feelings became indifferent, it was far from as serious as it is now. He would care about what others think, especially Chen Xinjie.

But with the passage of time, feelings began to fade away, and he gradually relied on the powerful computing power of the brain to make decisions. Rational thinking became dominant, and he couldn't tell which was subjective thoughts and which was measured by rational calculations. Gradually walked into a maze.

It seems that there is nothing wrong with this, because all decisions are correct, people will deceive, but cold data and logic will not deceive people, but in fact, such a price is the result of the weakening of subjective consciousness.

In the final analysis, his will is still too weak, facing the powerful calculation ability of thinking, he is simply unable to control it.

His will gradually assimilated in the ocean of thinking data. In the past three years, his will has not grown any more, but has degenerated to a certain extent. He was fascinated by the fixed thinking before, and he couldn't find the reason. It was only at this time that I was terrified and woke up completely.

Will is not the indifference in which everything is lingering in the heart, nor is it the ruthlessness and desire that treats the common people like ants, but the expression and persistence of subjective consciousness, and the embodiment of self.

Without subjective consciousness, life becomes a machine capable of logical calculations. No matter how powerful and omniscient it is, it is just a low-level creature with the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and loses the meaning of life.