Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Chapter 72: Paralysis (4)

Keirsey tried to look away, but it wasn't as easy as it sounded.

It was impossible not to notice her older brother, whom she had come to love, being kissed by her sister right next to her.

Even if she tried hard not to look in that direction, the occasional moist sound of their kisses and Asena's soft moans, which she had never heard before, caught her attention again and again.

Keirsey's heart was pounding like crazy. She had no way of knowing if it was because she was doing something wrong, because she felt guilty towards Cayden, or because she was excited about the fact that she would soon be kissing him too.

Asena, whom she ended up glimpsing like that, was a completely different woman. Her dignified and imposing older sister was nowhere to be found, and there was only a woman fulfilling her desire for love.

Asena, with her lips gently stuck against Cayden's, didn't make any big movements, but the occasional bulge on Cayden's cheek revealed that Asena's tongue was vigorously intertwining with his.

She was so rough that if the sleep-inducing juice Asena mixed into Cayden's tea didn't have a slight paralyzing effect on his skin sensation, he would have already woken up.

"...Haah... Haah..."

Keirsey felt her cheeks burning. She was a complex mess of emotions.

Her reason kept telling her to stop Asena and tell her that this wasn't right and she shouldn't continue. But her emotions were the opposite.

Whenever she thought of Cayden awkwardly looking at Judy, or rather, his voice calling her name, her heart felt like it was being squeezed.

Every time she thought of Judy, Cayden came to mind, and she had the urge to possess him.

Suddenly, she realized that she couldn't fathom the depth of her feelings for Cayden.

The murky emotions she didn't know until just a moment ago became vividly apparent with the appearance of another woman.

Despite thinking about stopping this act, she couldn't do it when she thought about Cayden going away with another woman.

It had indeed been her dream for him to look only at her... But until then, it would have been difficult for her to resist the desire for a kiss.

"Haa... puch... Heeup..."

Keirsey unconsciously forgot to look away and could only focus on Asena and the intense kisses.

Asena's appearance, soaked in such pleasure, was something she had never seen before. She couldn't help but be surprised by her sister's new side.

But on the other hand, she didn't like this situation where Asena was clinging to Cayden so desperately.

How much time had passed?

From Keirsey's perspective, it seemed like she had endured a lot.

And looking at Asena's expression, it seemed like she wouldn't come down from him unless she was told to.

"Unnie."

Finally, Keirsey called out to Asena, but Asena, deeply immersed in kissing Cayden, didn't hear her voice.

"Unnie."

"Haah... Puch… Oppa... How can you say you'll leave me and go to another woman?"

In the end, Keirsey pulled herself closer to Asena, grabbing onto her clothes and tugging them a few times.

"Unnie."

Only then did Asena look at her. She blinked her eyes a couple of times and seemed to speak as if she was ignoring Keirsey's hint.

"Just a little longer, Keirsey."

"It's... It's my turn."

Keirsey finally had to say that it was her turn. Her heart raced as if it would explode.

She realized for the first time that saying a few words - that it was her turn - could make her heart pound so much.

"...Haah..."

Asena finally sighed and wiped her lips. But even after that, she couldn't come down from Cayden.

She watched Cayden tenderly or sadly for a while, holding his cheeks with a furrowed brow. And finally, she leaned her forehead against his before coming down from him.

After wiping Cayden's lips clean, Asena made space for Keirsey and looked toward the direction of the academy.

"...After it's over, I'll do it one more time," She said.

Keirsey shifted her gaze to Cayden, who was lying peacefully.

With the thought that it was truly happening, her heart pounded even harder. It felt similar to the feeling she had when she climbed onto the stage prepared to introduce herself to the people of the Pryster territory when she was young.

Licking her dry lips, Keirsey slowly crawled on all fours toward Cayden.

Each time she got closer to him, she pondered on what she should do. Then, she thought of Asena.

And suppressing her pounding heart, she moved one leg to the opposite side of his body.

Continuing with the same arm, she suddenly found herself on her hands and knees, looking down at Cayden.

Overwhelmed by intense tension, she eventually lost her strength and fell over him.

Keirsey buried her face in his broad chest and took a deep breath.

It was the same embrace as always, but the feeling of excitement was completely different.

She stayed like that for a while, her saliva dripping, and then raised her head to look at him: Her sleeping brother, looking so peaceful.

How could he look so handsome even now?

Keirsey slowly crawled up his body.

As her body rose, their faces came closer, and Keirsey gently lifted her head and stopped in front of him.

"...Haah... Haah..."

Looking at him asleep, her conscience kept pricking her. What would he think when he sees them like this? Would he be surprised? Disgusted? Disappointed? Hateful? Angry?

However it turned out, she knew that no positive reaction would come out of it.

Keirsey couldn't help but whisper to him, torn between wanting to see the end of this act and not wanting to be hated by him.

"...Oppa, you're the bad one."

Keirsey knew better than anyone that she was the bad person, but there was no one to judge her.

"...I told you not to leave me. If you had stayed by my side, this wouldn't have happened."

".......".

As expected, sleeping Cayden didn't react at all.

"If you kiss Judy instead of me... I can't help but go crazy. I can't help but be like this."

While speaking to Cayden, Keirsey justified herself. Otherwise, she wouldn't be able to go on.

Keirsey closed her eyes firmly, then opened them again with a determined gaze.

Fixing his head in place, she slowly began to lower her head.

"...Haah... Haah..."

Their lips drew closer at the speed of crawling ants.

".......Haah..."

And in the final moment, Keirsey turned her head and took a moment to rest.

Asena, who knew how long she had been watching, spoke while looking at Keirsey in that state.

"If you think you can't do it, come down."

"...........I can’t."

"Sigh… Okay. If you feel guilty, don’t do it. You're a mess."

Just as Asena was about to approach Cayden again, Keirsey murmured.

“…I can’t because my heart is going to explode.”

Keirsey lifted her head again, her eyes unfocused and her cheeks flushed. Her breathing was rough, and anyone could tell she was excited.

Keirsey couldn't regain her composure due to the unfamiliar sense of immorality she felt.

Every time she did something nice, Cayden always praised her and patted her on the head. So, she always lived kindly to show only her good side.

But now she had put her brother to sleep. Now she could do whatever she wanted with his body. Now she could dominate the man who had always dominated her heart. Now she could take him away from Judy. Now she could kiss him… she could kiss her brother.

Even though it was something a bad person would do, Keirsey was excited.

It was as if an unknown self had opened its eyes. The self that liked to do bad things.

And as she was so excited, she couldn't go any further.

She started to worry that if she continued like this, her heart might burst.

Asena, sensing Keirsey's change, moved her body closer to her and placed her hand on Keirsey's back, saying,

"Keirsey, you don't have to do it-"

"-Unnie. This is my time now."

"......"

"...Watch me. Got it? I'll handle it on my own."

“......”

And perhaps that was the final push she needed;

Keirsey slowly planted a kiss on Cayden's left cheek. Next, she kissed his right cheek.

Lastly, she pressed her lips against his.

Asena turned her head at that moment, but she couldn't help but look back at Keirsey upon hearing the sounds.

After her lips momentarily pressed together with his, Keirsey buried her face in Cayden's collarbone.

Judging by her trembling body, it seemed like she was experiencing a level of ecstasy similar to what Asena had described.

However, unlike Asena, Keirsey had a faster recovery rate.

She lifted her head again and pressed her lips against Cayden's, her eyes tightly closed. Shaking her body once more, she slowly began to open her mouth. Afterward, when her pink tongue began slipping into Cayden's mouth, Asena turned her head away once again.

Asena could only hear the moist sounds coming from behind her.

Her fists clenched tightly, but thinking Keirsey was a hundred times better than Judy, she calmed down a little.

It’s much better to share than not to do it altogether.

So she endured that sound and stared off into the distance.

After a while, Asena noticed the sobbing sound coming from behind her.

But she didn't turn her eyes because she didn't want to see Keirsey and Cayden kissing. She kept her head still, waiting for Keirsey to say something.

And sure enough, Keirsey began to speak.

"Unnie... What should I do?"

".......?"

"...I know I'm doing something terribly wrong... But I'm so happy."

“.......”

"Sob... What if I become addicted? Now that I've experienced this happiness... What will I do if Oppa really leaves us?"

"...I held your hand to prevent that from happening."

"...I hate giving my Oppa..."

".......?"

-Squelch.

And at that moment, a sound clearly different from a sound coming from lips echoed.

Asena looked at Keirsey in surprise at that sound.

Keirsey was still sticking to him, all sticky.

One difference was that her lips were not on his lips but attached to his neck.

"Keirsey!"

Asena hastily pulled Keirsey away, her hand trying to stop her.

But there were already traces left in that spot - the trace called love bite.

Luckily, as they were quickly separated, only a very faint trace remained... It could even be mistaken for a bug bite.

But that trace was enough to ignite Asena's anger.

"Keirsey...! What the hell are you doing right now?"

Clearly, the anger was toward Keirsey leaving her mark on Cayden. It was as if she had engraved her name on him; Keirsey's kiss mark being on Cayden was displeasing.

But Keirsey, with tears streaming down her face, lifted her upper body and stood up.

Then she smiled widely and said, "I don’t know anymore. If I get caught... I'll just confess my feelings."

Regardless of who saw her, it was undeniable that she had a satisfied smile on her face.